Days of feeling invincible

lol remember the days when we all used to confuse invincible with invisible? confusion is justified though, maybe. one need only watch the invisible man.

eh, this post has no point, really. nothing to do on a Saturday afternoon. (this one could hardly be called unpleasant though) the computer seems to object greatly to my playing dota. restarts, leavers and fatal errors are its most powerful weapons. and the laptop is too lagged. Maple has proven to be so mind numbingly boring that there is inclination not to use pots and just regenerate while reading pride and prejudice. which, btw, has one of the ugliest covers i have seen on a book. i am tempted to use my shiny reflective golden bookmark and put it about a third of the way down the cover. and well, cover. a strip of it. also i believe i have discovered why them bookmarks have messages printed on them, especially christian ones. for example mine is entitled Serenity Prayer. not that it helps very much. too thin!

however it has proven to be relatively interesting, if supposedly relatively bimbotic. though watching the movie and knowing the whole plot kinda makes you look at eliza bennet and darcy differently. certainly not as smart as one would think her without knowing the rest of the story, though clever relative to her sisters nonetheless.(hmm alot of relations in the book too) of course ive barely started so this opinion might not justified. okay this is perhaps only the second time i have started on the book before the teacher does so i guess thats a good sign. whatever the case i am sure we will all have fun writing long interesting essays on our theories of love, or whatever kind of question one could possibly set for the book.

lol, was extremely bored last night when i chanced upon someones (i duno i think i'll keep it anonymous) old blog, to which i appeared to be the third distinct(if my maths isnt screwed up, distinct=different?) visitor cos almost no1 knew about it. anyway i happened to be featured(well not the main one obviously) in one particular episode (uhh yes i looked through the archives). anyway i was like. i appear to be unable to find appropriate words, but i suppose it was something like (=o)(well i wouldnt say i was at a loss for words, didnt fall off my chair or anything, and woohoo a smiley. !.)the following will sound quite cheesy, but yea i guess ur right it is rather(ahh fine, not rather) tempting to join in the mass of angst(and of course its good friends anger and bitterness), decipherable (or indecipherable, though what would that make it?) that can be found advertised to the public. amazing how someone you know could be going through that much without you ever knowing. (though i daresay some would prefer knowing). therefore to those who resist temptation, and find it in themselves to go through stuff more or less alone.(come to think of it thats almost everyone. i think. maybe its an obligation lol. feel like quoting some lines from pnp ><><)