Rest aint rest

and holidays aint holidays when your head is full of things. like uhh. i should a) do my homework and listen during lectures(wtf@vectors), b) stop being so damn paranoid and assuming the worst, its not fair to the people/events in question, c) start writing (i had my first line a few days ago, but thats forgotten now)(correction, it goes, a passing car sends light and shadow gliding through the thin lace curtain and across the room. or something. hmm its decent i think ><), d) finish packing my stuff, which would inevitably include, at some point or another, e) filing all of last years worksheets. also i should f) try and replace my gc before the damn warranty runs out, which i think is pretty soon, if its not already gone, along with (parents) 175 bucks. lol.

i think there is a little elaboration to be done for d). so i've been trying to sort out my stuff. rusty dusty things that persist in their existence. some items worthy of mention would include my old mickey mouse piggy bank (some random foreign coins included), a bottle of dried glue( yes whatever was inside kinda solidified), my old postcard collection (which was contained in a photo album)(if thats what you want to call it, self-created cover page made using that old crap software with the purple guy who went by the name mcgee (wth was it called)), and my old pin collection. as you can clearly see there i used to collect things for the sake of them =/. oh right and money oO. which i nearly threw away. plus i did a thorough examination of the top drawer, as i always do when moving, and sometimes when im not moving. usually i just take the class photos (which date back to p3) and stare at them(and crap i lost the p1/p2 ones), but this time i examined all the old birthday cards as well. (from the time when i still called my parents papa and mama and my sisters name was undecided, and was therefore known as baby). lol. ah well. theres some random other photos from random long-agos. like uhh zomg i had one with council head! and the rest of the prefects and asst moniter/ess and monitress from p3 lol. haha and thats about all i have to go by. what little i remember has probably been distorted beynd recognition. and some from australia, back in p5? and some from...the birdpark/reptile garden. when it was exciting to take pictures of animals. lol, probably still would be. and not one, but two passport sized photos of myself from...somewhere between p1 and 4 lol. handsome, charming, sweet little boy that i was then. aww.
ah well. rusty dusty stuff from long ago. that for reasons unknown persist in their existence.

lol. ignore me. anyway. there was good weather today(imo). for about 2 hours. before it got hot =/. occasional bouts of really nice weather these days. relative to the last few months that is. stupid singapore weather/global warming, on permanent mood swings. also, the holidays seem to have severely crippled my academic ability. and. Cramped my Style. lmao. blogging style, anyway.

one last thing =/. just the other day, i mean yesterday lol, i was considering the moon's pathos. though i would love to show off my depth of insight, that would make this paragraph sound more corny than it already does, so i'll leave you to derive it yourself if you think yourself really really bored. its funner =/. i mean less unfun. lol. (wow@number of typos/punctuation errors. half asleep at 9+ oO)