little holes and light.

rawr. im starting to get a little panicky o.O h3 essay undone, havent touched two of the texts since beginning of this year/end of last year, brief notes on one of them. hmm. i wonder about the cause for all that apathy about work. lol. and i just discovered ali smith is a lesbian this afternoon -.- weather is depressing. its not raining outright, but sky looks threatening. looked threatening, now its just mildly...ugh. for lack of a better word. maybe stressing too much. maybe too little. and the rest is intangible. ^^