Friday, June 30, 2006

Superman says: im gonna soak up the sun!

i find my internal body clock most amazing. it allows me to wake up at around the same time for a few days at a time, give or take 10 minutes. however, recently (today and yesterday) it decided that i should start my day at 5. so i stone in bed till like 730, cos like superman i get my energy from the sun! anw as i was stoning in bed today i remembered wad i had to say about superman.

but first. i was listening to the radio while stoning. and the people from class 95 apparently are made to comment on singapore idol, and say what an amazing show it was/flame ppl. so thats wad they were doing. and apparently some guy called jay broke down last night at the wildcard results show and couldnt sing for a few minutes so all the other contestants sang with him. so glenn ong says, "i believe all the contestants knew he was the crybaby of the lot. sensitive guy, jay, very sensitive. but nice career move. jay if ur listening, you know ur not gonna win singapore idol, but channel 8.."

anw superman. dont read on if u dont want spoilers. i jus realized wads wrong with it! its the boy. seriously. hes the next superman, and will probably be featured in the sequel to the sequel to the sequel or sth. well the one showing now is already the sequel to the sequel but wdv. the boy. a few things wrong with him. firstly he has long hair. hes supposed to be like 5. so we have a hippie superman next! secondly his hair is blond. so we have a blond! superman now. oh yes exciting. except it wouldnt go well with the costume. they could cast him as Thor though. he could throw his inhalers like magic hammers. supermans gonna need a utility belt for his inhalers oO. and the boy reminds me of the home alone guy. macaulay culkin, aka michael jacksons old squeeze.

Thursday, June 29, 2006

beginning of an End

hmm. i think my blog has started on the long road to death. inspired entries ran out..after the....duno when lah. maybe they never came anw. anw. cts over, so lets er. celebrate. or something.

i would like to give special thanks, as promised, to Minesweeper, my new found solitaire replacement, for helping me get through this otherwise torturous period, and also probably helping me reduce my average mark.

to be perfectly honest i foresee my best subject being chem. this is despite not attempting 14-18 marks worth of questions. my forecast: lit 60-65%, econs 50-60%, maths 55-65%, chem 60-70(hopefully?)%. shall check back to see the accuracy of my predictions after doomsday(s). which reminds me of pw. PW.

anw. went to watch superman today. and i have nothing to say. not because its damn good or damn cheesy or anything, but because i really have nothing to say. the nothing-to-say syndrome seems to occur to me alot more these days. like now, when i have nothing more to say.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Battered, bruised...

now what rhymes with that...oh yea. brain. see what i mean =(. or maybe i just suck at poetry. but seriously lit paper was bloody tiring. after 1st essay my hand was aching. after 2nd essay my brain wasnt functioning very well. as i do poetry my brain to eye coordination (is there such a thing?) got really lousy. which might explain my most disgusting mistake of not recognizing the 2nd poet was a doctor, causing me to lose my poetry potshot marks. awww. so now my max mark hovers around a little higher than 66%. and if im lucky, i might pass!

but seriously i am in no mood to study maths after brainsap by lit. fail then fail loh. at this rate my best subject is gonna be chem. a first. i think i had thought of some more stuff to say, but i forgot =(. am tempted to do exam credits. oh yes i have to do special thanks.( no its not u, in case ur wondering ^^) though it feels as though cts are already over, i shall save that for tmr.

on a completely unrelated note, Y.T.'s first hypothesis states that

"people tend to magnify their greatest current source of trouble, no matter how insignificant or only vaguely existent it may be, such that in their minds it is usually almost as....troubling as everyone else's. hence, you go around looking for trouble, whether you know it or not. just a hypothesis." haha yea the last sentence goes in the quote as well.

Monday, June 26, 2006

Some things arent funny

I hope this isnt one of them.

A: knock knock

B:whos there?

A: guess

B: guess who?

A: guess u think ur so smart u can complete my sentences for me


fine so maybe i was being optimistic by hoping this was funny =(. i apologize for any err...trauma caused. but seriously. its not that bad....right? =/

Saturday, June 24, 2006

When ur lagging too much, quit the game

What i accomplished today: 1 set of chem notes
original target: Finish reading chem notes

The best thing that happened to me was arriving punctually/2 hrs early( whats the diff?) for the 'mugging' session. which allowed me to complete my 1 set of chem notes. whatever went wrong there was weirens fault. get thee to a nunnery weiren. the lack of productivity was mostly mine =(. anw i stayed(distracted everyone including myself) for like 2 hrs before going off to dg( bible study grp) sort-of-outing. which was mostly talking and walking aimlessly around taka. ok maybe not aimlessly. but nothing was bought =/. i hope i get a sore throat. macs for lunch and kfc for dinner.

yet another unproductive day. GG. i was on the train home, i and i couldnt decide which was more unpleasant/amusing. the teenage girl(s) laughing like a baboon at the approximate volume of a boeing 747 on takeoff (apparently some1s face looked like a baboon's ass, resulting in him being called assface) while slamming herself against the door, irritating the entire carriage of people, or the middle-aged skinny ah-pek like guy making that clicking disapproving sound that makes u sound like a cross between a squirrel and a cricket, at half the volume, which the girl(s) obviously did not hear.

Friday, June 23, 2006

Econs is dreary stuff

so ill blog for the sake of it. besides wouldnt want to break my 1-update-a-day streak. but i have nothing to blog about. so ill jus quote stuff again. well just 1 passage. i forgot to include it in the assorted quotes thingie.

anw its from The Operator (some movie channel 5 screened like 2 wks ago). and this pastor was telling a story (course its not as....creative as mine). cant rmbr the exact thing so ill improvise oO.

theres this guy whos a really faithful christian. so one day a flash flood occurs in the town hes living in. and he gets swept away by the water. luckily he manages to grab a branch of a nearby tree. and he climbs up the limb. however the water level is rising. so hes stranded on the tree. anw he hangs there for a while, and a group of ppl in a rescue raft approach him, asking him to get on board. but he says "i have faith in God, and He will save me" and refuses to get on, believing God will find a way out for him. the water level keeps rising, and hes forced higher and higher up the tree. so after a while a coast guard boat arrives. and they ask him to get on. but again he refuses, saying "u can leave me here, God will save me". and the water level keeps rising, till hes forced to the very top of the tree. now a rescue helicopter arrives, and offers him rescue. again he says " God is capable of miracles, and he will find a way for me as long as i have faith" and refuses. anw in the end the water just kept rising and the guy drowned. and he went to heaven, and asked God why he didn't save him.

anw the moral of the story: sometimes God works in not-so-mysterious ways.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Nothing done

I tell people on tuesday i havent started revision and they tell me im crazy. well today is thursday and what have i done since tuesday? well, ive read about 10 pages of heart of darkness. wow. but i have a perfectly valid reason for this.

anw celebrated sisters birthday ytd. its really almost a whole week later but my dads a busy man lol. and my mom bought the guo meimei album for her lol! apparently its the latest thing to hit primary schools. okay maybe not latest. but wdv. i look forward to listening to mai-a-hee mai-a-hoo and like mice love rice (i have confirmed that it is in fact beat the mosquito remix). pity me, i had to listen to it as long as my sister was in the car.

anw heres my extremely unproductive day: went to shop for sisters cake in the morning. where i heard the worst sales pitch ever. so we were at prima deli, and my mom and sis were staring at the cakes. so the salesgirl comes over. introduces the cakes. then my mom and sis continue staring at the cakes for a while, and the salesgirl stares at them for a while, then out of nowhere goes, "feeling guilty?" in the tone in which people ask "have u eaten?" and really softly like she was ashamed to say it (who can blame her). two things wrong with this. firstly shes talking to my mom and sister, and its quite obvious the cakes for my sister. who is (almost) 9. would she feel guilty eating stuff? secondly it turns out that the cakes she thought would make people feel 'guilty' really dont have much. "u can have the hazelnut cake. or would u like the chocolate sponge cake. " how unhealthy. erm she took the chocolate sponge anw.

went home, it was about 10+. there was the stupid NS deferment thing i still had that to settle. the school letter was ready, so i go to school to collect it, then go to CMPB (in queenstown). reasonably crowded. and ppl go there for no reason at all. apparently some guys cant read and need people to explain how to key in passwords. or use internet =/. it was 2 ladies manning 9 counters over there. anw waited awhile, settled the thing (system screw-up they say. screw the system i say) went home. i feel sorry for my dad =\. eunos to bishan to queenstown to eunos. nice triangle on the map of singapore.

anw went out after lunch, watched cars, which imo deserved the heavy publicity it was given. ate dinner, and bought a school bag for my sister. yeah its yet another primary school trend to have ergonomic school bags that cost 100+ bucks. ( padding in weird shapes on the back= ergonomic?) and that ends my unproductive day. oh right went home tried to read HoD fell asleep.

and because i am falling asleep trying to read econs i will continue this post from where i left off more than 12 hrs ago, when kai asked me to play dota and i reluctantly(obviously) agreed. anw i will now begin my account of today. played dota finished hod, went out to mug oO. at esplanade library. or try to mug. accomplished a considerable amount, reading all 31 pages of weirens resource allocation 2 notes. i duno where mine went, cant rmbr if i lent them to some1 or lost them =/. i realize econs notes are all really unecessarily long. in summary, went dinner, then after the st nics play ppl went off the rest of us went to eat fried mars bars with icecream oO paid for by shawn chua whom we met randomly(i think) in the library. and thats my not-as-unproductive-as-yesterday day.

in other news, today is an especially eventful day. yes i have composed my own not-funny story. ask me for it if u want. just dont regret it after u hear it. if i get bored ill tell it to u without u asking and then ull wish u nv heard it.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Assorted Quotes

lol been wanting to do this for some time. a compilation of amusing/life changing(orly no ntrly) extracts. so here goes. in no particular order.

The first relates to my 2nd post, where i mentioned dota v6.33 and some stuff about angst. well for those who saw absolutely no connection, heres the description for the Tormented Soul (a dota hero). made me decide to pick it once. but got owned =/. wdv its interesting.

Torment around me.
Torment in me.
Torment be with me.
And let us conquer our foes.
They do not understand our pain.
Do you?
No.
And for that,
We shall make them feel the torment...
The torment that inhabits my soul.

haha. corny. but angsty.

Next.

" I sat down beside him, thought about putting my arm around his shoulder, didn't do it. If you have to think about a thing like that, doing it usually feels phony. I guess, anyway."
Stephen King, from From a Buick 8

Again!

" i dont think we know all the things we're thinking. Freud might have been ful of shit about a lot of things, but not that one. I don't know about a subconscious, but there's a pulse in our heads, all right, same as there's one in our chests, and it carries unformed, no language thoughts that most times we can't even read, and they are usually the important ones."
Stephen King, from From a Buick 8

Wdv that means..the pulse in my head that i can't decipher tells me this passage is meaningful.


" People who think love is an adventure
watch too much soap.
People who think love is a joke,
watch too many romantic comedies.
People who think love doesn't exist
watch too much sleaze.
People who have no idea about love,
watch too much of everything.
In conclusion
We all watch too much television."
my friend Y.T.

Y.T. would like to say that the above passage was conjured randomly, purely for amusement purposes, and that he/she does not Truly believe in the above, so don't quote him/her on it. except of course the last two lines. thats universal Truth. Y.T. refuses to be identified for fear that this extract is too lame and he/she gets flamed.

i mentioned that the extracts would come in no particular order. well i lied. in fact ive saved the best for last. The Mother of all Entertaining Extracts.

"Iago: .............
I will go on. i lay with Cassion lately......
...................................etc etc
And then, sir, would he gripe and wring my hand,
Cry 'O, sweet creature,' then kiss me hard.
As if he plucked up kisses by the roots,
that grew upon my lips; then laid his leg
Over my thigh, and sighed and kissed, and then
Cried 'Cursed fate that gave thee to the Moor!'"
-William Shakespeare, Othello

..........and i suppose Iago enjoyed it thoroughly, and laid there and let him do it. Is it any wonder numerous theories about Iago lusting after Cassio have been spawned.

Monday, June 19, 2006

If the grass is greener on this side wth am i doing on the other side

the title more or less sums up how i feel about My Trip to KL. obviously the assumption that the grass is of the same species must be made. also the title should only be taken metaphorically, because in my opinion the other side looks greener, even if the plants are not planted in neat rows and cut every week. seriously there isnt much difference between singapore and kl except for racial composition and amount of trash on the streets (although i believe it would be impossible to sweep trash cut grass and prune trees of every inch of a state/country thats any larger than singapore). however it would appear that people in kl are generally nicer than singaporeans (although i believe there arent many states/countries that can produce more opposite-of-nice people than singapore)

although i may not be in such a good position to judge, having spent most of my time there in the same mall oO. my experiences there can be summed up in two words, shop( not really the buy lots of stuff kind of shop, more like the go into every store and come out again kind of shop) n eat. and eat. its mind-numbing.

and now its Mugging Season. the happiest time of the year, where self-confessed muggers pretend-not-to-mug muggers pretend-not-to-mug-but-are-hardcore muggers seriously-hardcore muggers anti-mugger muggers, the especially elusive looks-like-he-mugs-alot-but-usually-doesnt sometimes mugger and of course the non-muggers all unite for mugging. of course theres also the comparing. lol okay im about as screwed as screwed can get. and thats all i have to say ><

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Farewell for now...

I feel like lol. for once im using lol in the right context. for the uninformed/ignorant, lol stands for laugh out loud. in this case, to be grammatically correct, laughing out loud. no, i din jus hear a particularly funny joke( or maybe i did<----foreshadowing). frankly i duno why im feeling like lol. maybe its cos i think everythings a joke. in any case, as most singaporean males would know, we all have to register for NS, and they send a nice letter with instructions on how to register online. now whats stated in the letter, under Frequently asked Questions on National Service(NS) e-Registration, Question 7, answer 7, i will be granted deferment, 'you may be granted deferment only if you are 17 and a half years old at the date of commencement of the course. okay obviously i was younger than 17 at the beginning of the year. so by right i should be granted deferment. so i try to e-register(corny name isnt it) on Tuesday, the result being application error, and then i try again today, cos they sent a reminder letter -.- and the deadline is 21st which is abit the soon. what i get instead is this!

Dear Mr (censors my name in case govt comes looking for me =P)(ic numbers should not be disclosed, hence also censored),

Your application for deferment to pursue your GCE 'A' LEVEL course at RAFFLES JUNIOR COLLEGE is unsuccessful You may contact us at 1800-3676767 if you need further clarifications.

Meanwhile, please click on Continue to provide further information for your Pre-Enlistment Documentation and book for a medical examination date.


Okay....so i call the stupid hotline--1800-eNSNSNS. lol the stupid customer service woman wasnt much help. what i took back from the conversation with her is that my deferment is confirmed rejected ( something about expiry on 1st of march but wth i hadnt even got the letter then). wow like thats not obvious enough from the above message. and i need to go cpmb personally. with some school letter. honestly i havent much idea. Conclusion: Either THE SYSTEM is against me or i just did something wrong. if that were the case i would feel really dumb. lol the whole episode is kinda hilarious, in a crazy sort of way.

lol oh well. i suppose if the system continues to go against me i shall have to quit school and go NS *shock*. ok no just joking, the probability of that is...of negligible value. you can stop rejoicing/mourning now.

since the probability of me saying goodbye to rjc prematurely is negligible, you must be wondering about the connection to the title of this post! if ur not, start wondering.
lol ok im going KL tmr. for a vacation, sort of (at a really bad time). be back on Monday, specially for remedial. which reminds me of how screwed i am. havent done maths or econs stuff. actually i dun really know wads supposed to be done in the 1st place. but theres definitely something ><. it also reminds me of how badly screwed i am for cts. the vacation takes away an astonishing 3 days from The Last Week of the Holidays, Designated for Chionging Mugging and Attempts at Producing a Miracle. oh well. take each screwing as it comes. meanwhile, dont miss me too much =P.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Confessions

i shall attempt creative writing. nothing (that) important of course.

Confession #1: I am a pampered boy.
so imagine my discontentment when my dad asked me to go renew my passport myself *shock*. apparently now that im 17 i have to be there for them to do it. lol i wasnt even aware that my dad had tried bringing it for renewal. my dad said to go safra tampines but my 1st choice venue for renewal :ICA building. its big. and fully airconditioned. and felt er. official. however, due to the refusal of my brain to process information properly this afternoon i neglected the line on the website(yes i checked the website) that said it closes at 5. besides it seems absurd that such an important building should close at such an unreasonable hour. yes. drawn by the promise of dota, which was made more tempting by days of deprivation and sim city wars oO, the quest for passport renewal was temporarily abandoned. ( im starting to sound like phang i think). anw by the time i finished it was 530, and i was reminded by beedict n xr that ICA was closed. lol. so i had no choice but to go for my second best option: the exit permit office (or something like that) at safra tampines. i apologize for the long-windedness. In conclusion, i went to safra tampines to renew my passport. btw the office there is a lousy excuse for one lol. i walked round the entire first floor before finding a sign that said exit permit office. it was above the sign that said Toilets. and they both pointed downwards. i was on the first floor and they dont have underground carparks. in any case, the office was nothing more than a room with fading white paint, a queue system-thingie, tables (2 tables to be precise), chairs, a computer and a woman at the desk.

Confession #2: independence of opinion is non-existent in me
hence as i visited the library the other day, having no idea what to borrow i went to look for a steinback book. under the section STE the only steinback book there was of mice and men. then i go: hmm. okay. jishun mentioned the other day he finished reading it. and. (thunder lightning and drumroll plz) Weiren had read it before. for the uninformed the end part was used as text for ri lit ct2 last yr. so must be pretty good. and i ended up marvelling at how i failed quite badly at interpreting it last yr. lol. anw. my point. it is pretty good. and doesnt take up much time cos its only 100+ rly small pages. so go read it! and dont cry =/

Confession #3: im going crazy
they say if for long periods of time the only voices u hear are those in your head you go crazy. or maybe i did lol. cant rmbr. long story. so here goes.
Tonight is yet another quiet night. for me anw. maybe its because after 2nd reinstallation of windows my comp is incapable of producing sound. apart from the irritating beeping noise it makes in place of the various alerts that come on if ur computer can actually detect your speakers/if ur sound card is working. i think that was the problem with my comp before. try staring at the screen for 2 hrs straight, the only sound being the irritating hum of the computer fan. and dota sucks without sound.

lol i just remembered/realized the other day my blog name is also a pun! or something like it. i believe/would like to think that was intended. dont really rmbr, it was 2 yrs ago. if it wasnt, i am truly impressed by my own unintended genius.

Monday, June 12, 2006

fresh starts and a seperate peace

Quiet reflection is in the air...at least i think it is. anw my comp is more or less reformatted( or something) and working, although there are still frequent occasional errors that cause windows to shut down to prevent damage to my computer oO. seems to be caused by windows mp, but i wouldnt know. desktop is pretty empty now. yea its pretty when its empty. and after travelling through many hands my wc disc is back with me. uh yay. lol. helllo bnet.

well. 3 days without wc have been rather enjoyable despite there being nothing to do. amazing how its possible to pass time by staring blankly out the window with the radio on and err..watching the birds. and the clouds. and the rain. and thinking mostly unproductive thoughts. and attempting to file stuff so i can start doing stuff.

on a completely random note, a pair of birds ( i have no idea what they are, but the male has a nice long tail) have taken up residence in the mango tree(s) opposite my house. kinda small too. but from my window i can see them flying around oO. lol when people go too near the tree the male starts flying around their heads and attempting to assault them. i wouldnt know if it actually intends to contact scalp cos i duck instinctively. lol yea. wdv. not relevant to anything.

anw. from today till the end of the holidays i solemnly swear to play a maximum of four dota games a day. and to not play any lame single player wc maps. lol. variety is good.

lol its a quiet night. not good for typing stuff. so i shall stop here and maybe continue another day lol.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Condolences to myself, on her demise

haha. should have seen it coming i guess. strangely im not really sad. just..lost. didnt expect it to come so soon. now im left wondering what to do. sure, i can always colonize others, like im doing now, but they can never replace her. well not the ones i have access to anyway. less things to do on them, as they have limited..capabilities, being relatively older and lacking in certain aspects.

its a good thing, i guess, in a sense. now i can use my time to pursue the more important things in life. if the boredom doesnt kill me first.

lol i hope she can be brought back. even if its possible its gonna take quite a while. lol and if she cant...its a good thing too i guess. after all, it might open up access to...other better ones.

oh well. goodbye, for now.

all that usage of she and her is starting to creep me out.

Saturday, June 10, 2006

For Her

I spend too much time with her, and i know it, but i cant help it.
She is seriously cranky, and getting crankier every day.
It could be due to age, or due to me.
She hangs on me. alot.
She drives me nuts sometimes.

*Unless you do not mind statements with sexual connotations do not highlight the area under this erm..warning* its really not that bad, but i must bear in mind the sensitivities of what little viewers i have.
If i get pissed off enough i bang her.
I play on her alot.

She gives life...and ruins it.
Shes high maintainence, just like the rest of them.
Its fatal attraction.
I <3 her *insert sarcasm*.
I am going to give up on her soon.
Her name is not monica.

Guess Who!!!

i would like to add that this is the crappiest thing i have done all week. its so bloody stupid, its not even lame. for those who cannot believe how stupid i can get, or look at this entry horrified and unable to believe their eyes(myself included) forgive this entry. its not my usual standard -.- =/ >.<. besides this was triggered off by a series of unfortunate events (she let me down not once, not twice, but thrice in 15 mins). besides blogs are for experimentation right? oO. right? okay wdv. try to have fun guessing, if it werent so bloody obvious. you can tell me if u cant stand the lameness, and i wont do anything like that again. but dont ask me about it, and dont make me talk about it. all i have to say is that in my opinion, boredom leads people to lower depths of lameness.

btw gender is really not the issue here, nor does it have any significance. i say 'she' cos...its funner? also, clueless ppl wont start calling me gay. if u still dont know the answer tell me cos it'll make me feel a little better lol.


Friday, June 09, 2006

Monotony broken..for a while anw

yesterday was a new personal record, and quite an astonishing one if i may say so myself. i didnt come online for a jaw-dropping earth-shattering head-smashing ( lol where did that come from) 23 hours! no theres not supposed to be a decimal place anywhere there.

anw i went out for the...first time? this holidays. yea just for the sake of it, organized by moca, who was suffering from severe lack of..lol how do i put this. okay some things are better left unsaid. the best way to put it is that a certain space alien flew off in a bicycle for a little while. if u didnt understand that last sentence you are obviously not meant to. anw. organized by moca, and attended by me jishun n the man himself. most of the first half of the day consisted of us walking aimlessly around plaza sing, then going for lunch. the conversation topic was rather interesting oO.

following that was a completely random decision to go to wangtings hse. too much free time so i will describe the events that took place there. basically bridge (with new cards, bought from ntuc j8 for three dollars and thirty six cents) + shi mian mai fu, then ps (not very good for the thumbs), then dinner over flaming of sg idol contestants lol. make that flaming of rahimah rahim. and so concludes my day. and then i din go online when i got home, and only came on at 1030 today. having gone offline at 1130 yesterday, that makes a grand total of 23 hours of being offline. cant say i didnt touch the comp, cos wt was doing gpp and i was looking through it.

=/ on the topic of pw, survey qns are due today! and we havent done anything, so yay.

anw. looks like the change in routine is here to stay. ill be off to kl a week from now, be back on the 19th, specially for the double remedial on 20th oO. and then itll be 5 or 6 days to CTs. i need to start mugging =( (jus cos i recognize the need to mug doesnt mean im gonna do it)

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Really Nothing in Particular

im bored. so. happy 666 day! only comes once in a thousand years. although it really isnt a very good date. still must commemerate with a post. no matter how short it may be. weather today was quite appropriate. showers with thunder over most areas in singapore in the afternoon, and generally cloudy for the rest of the day. wow i should be a weatherman. most ppl say its nice weather. doesnt make a difference to me, i got aircon. lol on the topic of aircon. i worry for my parents electricity bill. hmm i wonder how much it costs to have the aircon on from 10-1, 2-7, 9-12. lol yet another disadvantage of holidays.

lol anw theres been progress. ive been reading othello. act 1 scene 2 to be precise. all 30/2= 15 pages of it. btw there are words on the candle on the cover of othello. i can only make out like a third of them. if anyone ever figures out the entire thing come tell me oO.

btw its quite unfair that i paid for the wc disc (ok my parents did but tts not the point) and i lend it to ppl, and im the one getting fatal errors.

Monday, June 05, 2006

nothing in particular

lol i am blogging out of necessity. before it dies. anw theres really nothing to blog about. what can i say i have no life (not that i mind). although the weeks been bloody boring. so ill jus blog about random stuff, trying to avoid the anger and angst that has been circulating the past week. obviously holidays propogate angst. since theres nothing else to do the june holidays are a time of serious reflection for most people. and the result is usually angst. shall not elaborate more lol. (this doesnt mean i am angst-free)

BTW angst1 Audio pronunciation of "angst" ( P ) Pronunciation Key (Àngkst)
n.
A feeling of anxiety or apprehension often accompanied by depression
i dont know, i believe the usage of angst (or at least my usage) might have been warped somewhat. if anyone has a better word for it tell me plz lol

so. happy topic. i am proud to announce that i have a new toothbrush. its electric pink. lol. its the same as the old one except the old one was blue. well the old one was electric too but ever since last june when the battery ran dry and the head was as battered as it could be it ceased to be electric. this new development has caused a revival in efforts to brush my teeth twice a day. it has been successful for the last 2 nights. yay. already i can see some space between my two front teeth (the upper ones i will avoid description of the lower ones here).

okay enough description of my dental affairs. in other news, dota version 6.33 is out, although it doesnt look like its going to last very long. ( it better not). otherwise, nothings changed since my last entry. HW done= still the same. revision status= still the same. oh jai singh approved our GPP (more or less apparently she thought the steps to carry out project[done by urs truly. at least the first draft's was] was insufficient). Our= 90% mingrues and 10% the rest. yay i contributed.

bah. i know its boring lol. but at least its not angsty!